The ultimate question.
Don’t make it be no.
Absolute perfection <3
Wow that was unexpected.
Yes, I will give you another chance. I hope it’ll work out this time. :) ily still. :)
16. July 2010. Hugs
The hug I got tonight was the ABSOLUTE best hug I’ve had in years…and I only knew him for like five minutes. He made this trip worth it. I hope he keeps in touch.
15. July 2010. Flashback
I just had a horrible flashback to last summer…last Falls Creek. I think he was the reason why i hate church and this place. I thought I was over what happened…but tonight that song made me question and it all came back. I am scared. I don’t know how I blocked this all out, but God do I wish I remember. The last thing she said to me was that his coke addict brother beat his ass...
14. July 2010. Dreams again
I hate how I can’t escape you. Even in my dreams. FUCK. THIS.
14. July 2010. Beauty.
Today I realized how lucky I am for my health and looks. While I was in the bathroom, a girl was complaining about how she couldn’t get an icee date and how guys didn’t like her. For a second, I thought it was totally ridiculous that she was complaining about it, but when I walked out of the stall and saw her, I instantly regretted my thoughts. She has cancer and only a thin layer of...
13. July 2010. Falls Creek
Falls Creek has turned into more and more of a joke as the years go by, I can’t tell which has changed more though; me of the church.
13. July 2010. What I Want.
I think I’m slowly figuring out what I want in life. And it definitely wasn’t you. You were a fling, a waste of time. I don’t even know why I thought I had potential in you. But I must give you credit for a few things: You brought me out of a somewhat shy phase, you taught me new things, and I suppose you helped me grow in a sense. Who knows, maybe we could be friends. Maybe...
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You flood my dreams. I thoroughly hate it.
You piss me the fuck off. You are the biggest flake I have ever met in my in my entire life. You ignore me for fucking days, then you stroll back into my life and I’m stupid enough to let you back in. You put me in horrible situation where I have to lie to everyone, and what do I get in return? NOT SHIT.I admit, I should have listened to everyone when they warned me about you. I mean, I...
What is the point of having a blog if you’re worried about what you can or can’t post? Fuck your “reputation” and make your shit meaningful.
FAIR EXCHANGE by Beryle Chambers
If I share with you my body, will you share with me your heart? Will you open up the center of your secret, tender part? And let me penetrate you, with the passion that is mine? Receive my purest essence? Admit it as divine? Would you let my love inside you? Could you give emotion space? Will you dare the naked truth, that only lives in love’s embrace? Can you lower your defences? Trust me...
Ana and Mia
Let’s watch her relapse back into her old ways again; where she’s best friends with Ana and Mia. Let’s watch her choke down metabolism increasing pills and waste away. Let’s watch her reduce to nothing but skin and bone. Only difference this time is she has drink and smoke to help her out.
I hate how many options I have in my life right now. This is only going to lead to heartbreak.
It seems like all I am full of empty promises, indecision, and commitment issues. It seems to have been this way for years and no matter how much I try, I can never fix it or make it go away. I change myself too much. I know I’m not trying to “find myself” because no one can find themselves…they MAKE themselves. I also know I’m not unhappy. So why am I so willing to...